Sunday, August 31, 2008

the product of a day's work...


There are so many things to do, yet I'm not really compelled to do any. Most worried about Lazz*ar's presentation. I hope I get it done by tonight.
Today, we celebrated Sunday School Teachers' Day. So if you are a Sunday School Teacher, Happy Teachers' Day. If you are a Teacher with MOE, and I know many of you are, Happy Teachers' Day. If you are a good and motivating influence in someone's life, Happy Teachers' Day.
The picture you see is the product of a day of fun with the Sunday school kids. It's a huge ball of newspaper. You might say it's a ball of a newspaper. We had the most fun kicking it around. It is what defines us. We are defined by a newspaper ball, kinda sad. BUT it was a huge newspaper ball.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

pain...

I think the claim that I will die from a stroke one day is not as far-fetched as I think it would be. I've been having headaches for as long as I can remember. It used to be a daily affair. It's not as common now. But recently, the weird weather is giving a nagging headache. Thinking about it hurts. Throb. Throb. Throb.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

ethos...

I wonder if you actually need credentials to write movie reviews for any papers. Do you need to have a background in film studies? Or is dabbling in a little self made home movie a good enough start?

Where is the credibility in the reviewer?

Monday, August 25, 2008

monday blues...

I think sleeping till 1030 on a monday morning and knowing that there is not much else you need to do on a monday is really healthy.

Is a 4 day work week a good idea? I think it will be.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

wet wet weather...

It seems the rain has only just started, but it has been raining on and off since yesterday.

The rain does not seem it will let up anytime soon. It looks like it would rain and rain forever.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

sharks...

The weird dreams are back.

On a scale of 1-10, last night's dream would have rated about a 7 or 8.

Singapore is flooded, how is has happened with all the drains, i cannot explain. But, not to worry, it's only knee deep. The problem is not the flooding itself. The problem is that there are sharks everywhere. I had fun jumping out of the way of getting bitten.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

the fifth story...

week 5 - Beginning of the End

Packing up the table was not as easy as I had expected it to be. It was a bittersweet experience that was all too slow moving. Each piece of belonging that I picked up plunged me into a myriad of memories. I looked at the picture of smiling faces and I remembered exactly where, when and what the photograph was suppose to eternalise.

Four years of secondary school had flown past far too quickly. I could not imagine that this day had arrived. It seemed like only yesterday that I had stepped into the school alone, without a soul that knew of my existence. I had started hating school, all because I was alone.

The past few days have been filled with an excessive yet all acceptable activity of eternalising ourselves in photographs. As if we would fade away if there were no evidence to show that we had actually been here. Flashes occur randomly and regularly in different corners of the room. The excessive activity was still going strong. In fact, it was getting more excessive yet more acceptable.

My box slowly filled up with peripheral that I never thought would mean more to me than just clutter on my desk. Though I would probably throw most of the clutter over the next couple of years, the clutter on my table are now precious to me. They are the only things that remind me of where I came from, of who I am. They are the only things that will anchor me in the near future.

I looked around and saw the people in the photographs surrounding me, doing the same thing that I have been doing, packing up the memories of the past four years. I heaved a sigh that must have been a tad too loud. Some faces turned and smiled. But behind those smiles, I could see the same feelings that I have within me. I was thinking if we would ever be as close moving apart in different directions of life as we had been together as a class.

My table cleared, my box filled. I looked forward to what life might bring after the ‘O’ levels. I accepted the queasiness that came with the unknown. I do not particularly do well in unplanned situations but I do relish the excitement that it sometimes brings.

The bell rang and it signalled the end of the last day of secondary school. It was the first time I didn’t see the class rushing madly to the door. Everyone looked at each other and I knew exactly what they were thinking. The older students have always told me this and I never imagined I was thinking the exact same thing: I am going to miss school.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

dreaming and eating...

As my dreams go, this one is actually uneventful and not weird at all.

I dreamt that some of the English Majors and I ended up having dinner at Changi Airport. The only weird part was, even though they have ample empty tables, they sat us at different tables. There were six of us, Leon*ard, XingJia*n and Se*rene sat together, Han*nah/LayKua*n sat with me. And the saddest thing is, I cannot remember the last person and he/she had to sit by him/herself.

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

watching sports...

I must say that watching sports with my parents is a very tiring and distracting activity. Apart from the fact that they think they know everything you can possibly know about the sport, they are the ultimate fair-whether fans.

Cannot even try to watch Singapore try to fight for a gold medal.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

missing the point...

I was on the bus today and i overheard the guys behind me commenting on the local sports scene while watching the Olympics on TVmobile.

The conversation behind me went from the swimming that was showing to Tao Li to Singapore's national water polo team. One guy asked why we didn't send out water polo team to the Olympics, they have won the gold medal at SEA Games for the past twenty odd years. I think it was ever since water polo became a SEA Games event, for the past 23 times. Anyway, this other guy replied that the team is only strong compared to the other countries in ASEAN. Another point raised was why Tao Li can be so successful yet it the water polo team is non-existent beyond ASEAN.

However, I think they missed one major difference between Tao Li and the water polo team. Tao Li's profession will read "professional sportswoman - swimmer" while the water polo team, as far as I know, have day jobs.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

prostate cancer...

i think i have prostrate cancer.

my enlarged prostate is squishing my bladder and it would explain why i have been visiting the toilet once too many times.

either that or my habit of drinking a cup of water every hour and visiting the loo every two hours at work is not broken... not at all...

Monday, August 11, 2008

the end of the begining...

If you understood the title, enlighten me, I have no idea what I just wrote.

Well, I realised that if you read this blog, however regularly, it doesn't really give you a peek into my life. Once in a while, a long while, it seems like I do break into a rant that does, but does it? How much can you really read into the blog that tells you who I really am?

I have just finished watching Grey's Anatomy. Just in the nick of time as well. School starts tomorrow. Grey's is as always, totally enjoyable.

Monday, August 04, 2008

written in prose...

"Prose, fortunately, does not demand emotion... Prose is like a flat, tranquil sheet of water on which one can tack about at one's leisure, making patterns on the surface."

- Youth by J.M. Coetzee

Alvin wonders to agree.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

the fourth story...

Week 4 - Bad Day

The day had begun like any other day. The sun had risen in the east and there was no indication that this day would turn out to be as nerve wreaking as it had turned out to be. Max stood in the shadow of the school building and took a long drag. The smoke usually clears his head. But today it seems to do just what it was meant to, sting his eyes and cloud his vision.

Standing there, Max thought over what he could have done that might have angered the gods. Perhaps his pluralistic view might have angered his monotheistic god. It was a Catholic school anyway. Max stood alone in the shadow thinking, hoping someone might turn the corner. Beating someone up would definitely help vent his anger. But with his luck today, he’ll be lucky no teacher accidentally turn up. Furthermore, everyone knew he was in a particularly acrid mood today and they would avoid his usual haunt.

Max turned up in school today only to be immediately called into the principal’s office. Apparently, the parents of a new transfer student had concerns that Max was enrolled here. The issue was not with Max himself, it was more with Max’s father. It was the family business that really got the parents riled. Max was the son of an underworld triad family. Father Festerious had assured the parents in the room that Max was quite harmless and there had been no incidents in the school in the past seven years that Max had gone there.

Max tried to plaster his most patronising smile onto his face while forcing himself to forget the name of the new transfer student. It was Miles Pantalube, or something along those lines. The parents left the office while Max had to stay behind to reaffirm his promise that school matters will never progress into family matters.

Max left the office only to find that class had started. Walking into class late was not the norm for Max. In school, it was as low a profile as possible, turning up late was just unwanted attention. Walking in late into Mr. Snapdragon’s class was not just unwanted attention, it was near suicide.

If walking in late was not sufficient, Snapdragon had surprised the class with a quiz. Snapdragon was less than elated on seeing Max. Snapdragon passed a remark regarding how fortunate that the class had been to be graced with Max’s presence, though no extra time would be given to Max for the test. At least that was the last thing Snapdragon said, the test took the rest of the period, giving Max an unexpected relief.

Seated in the usual corner of the canteen, Max idled with the food in front of him while a group of six gathered around him. Looking up, Max was surprised that the popular kids had gathered around.

“Sorry, I don’t have what you want today.” Max’s statement was as inviting as the food he was rolling around in the plate in front of him.

“We are not after the usual favours today. Today, we want you to take care of the new kid.” There was a cold emphasis on the words take care.

“I don’t do hits, especially on this kid. I promised Fester.”

“Fine, but don’t blame us for the consequences of your refusal.”

Max thought hard and long, he could not remember the last time that the Populars had to dirty their hands. Though the last time they did, they were quite ruthless. Pent up anger had a bad way of exploding out of the tiniest of outlets.

Lunch soon passed and a monotonous announcement floated through the hallways of the school. Max was summoned to Festerious’ office once more. Max had a bad feeling that he was going to be blamed for the Populars’ reckless actions. The son of the triad was not raised as a snitch. Accepting blame might be a better choice than not to. Festerious could only do much to him anyway.

In the office, the Pantalubes were gathered. Miles’ face was pale, with red rubies encrusted around his nostrils. His white uniform and tie was stained in the same ruby colour. Seeing Max, Miles’ face turned an awful shade of purple.

“That’s him! He did this to me!” Miles’ shouted and pointed wildly, with an almost practiced feel.

Max stared nonchalantly at Miles which caused Miles’ crusted rubies started to flow again. The new flow drained the purple shade from his face and Miles deflated along with the colour. Festerious requested the Pantalubes to leave, an invitation that the Pantalubes took at once. Before the door could close fully, an expletive-laden chide could be heard bubbling up in Mrs. Pantalube.

“I know you didn’t do it. Your admittance makes matters,” Festerious paused before finishing dramatically, “complicated.” Festerious was less than charming when he tried to suppress his anger.

Ejected form Festerious’ office, Max found himself behind the school with a cigarette in his hand. Max knows that the Pantalubes would not press the matter any further, but Festerious’ was a different matter. He knew that Festerious had to carry out a punishment. Waiting for a verdict was no way to spend a sunny afternoon. Max was unusually affected. Max could not remember the last time he got into trouble. The words ‘low profile’ kept ringing in his head.

Ditching the cigarette, Max turned to return to class. Turing the corner, Festerious was there. Max’s fortune seems to have turned. Bad news beats being caught with a cigarette.

“Pantalube retracted.” That was all Festerious said before turning away.

The sun was starting to set in the west, maybe everything was normal.

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