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Went to school to check out my grade for the nano test as well as collect the papers for the business and CDA. While the test might still be fine. the grades for the papers, were less than comforting.

Of the 4 grades that I could possibly get for the business paper, I got the worst. Total waste of my time. Considering that I rewrote the entire paper, it was more than disappointing. On a scale of disappointment ranging from a 1 of "yippity-do-da" to a 10 of "I'll gladly burn myself at the stake" the paper hankered somewhere along a 6 or 7. But it does reinforce the idea that I am not critical. The brain is not working.

CDA wasn't better. I think I should have chosen a better text to do. On hindsight, I really think my text killed me. The worst thing was that Prof tried to "subtly" tell me, but the stubborn me didn't want any of it and now, I have a below average paper.

Which brings me to the point that I think that I am no longer cut out of studying. It used to be the past time of choice in primary school. There were probably other reasons for my above-average grades then but they can remain vague and uncertain. Well, the point is I've peaked when I was in primary school. Secondary school and JC and University just proves that I'm past my heyday and should be better off doing something else. Either I need to rediscover the joys of learning, or I need to really sit down and understand why I doing what I doing.