a dee da day...

it was to be a day of celebration... but i was in no mood for a celebration... unfortunately... they got the most joyless person... in my opinion currently... to orgainse a joyful occassion... and that person is me... the worst thing was we were to do something that embodies celebration of life... and yet i can think of none... in the end we played soccer... and the day turned out fine... not great but fine... thankfully...

but i realised something... joy is not something that i can create... rather joy is more recieved than given... i got joy not from myself but from others... and God...

though i would like to dish out some joy... woefully i am quite joy retarted...

today's joy came from the people around me... they made life all the more easy to get by with the nonsense they ply out every other day...