sad news...

just had a conversation with a boy...
i know some of you read this...
okie after that short exchange... i'm starting to wonder if we as officers have been spoonfeeding boys with instructions or whether if the squad leaders really just do not know how they are suppose to go about their jobs and how to be accountable...

maybe it's just the different culture... but honestly... why am i chasing??? i think the question is... should i even BE chasing...

okie... i really wonder why squad leaders dun have the boys' contact number... and can you actually believe it when the squad leader told me that it's because the guy doesn't come for parade often... it's not that he dosen't know his home's number... he dosen't know his handphone number... however that's not what i'm pissed about... what i'm pissed about is the fact that he was not pro-active enought to get his number... and if that not enough.. he didn't tell me he couldn't reach him... so i had to call him back... then i had to tell him what to do... i actually cannot believe this things are happening in the company... if he actually called back to tell me that he couldn't reach him i may not be as pissed but this is unfortunately not acceptable... and the worse thing is... this guy is suppose to be quite capable... this is really quite sad... i'm actually wondering how the relationships of squad leaders and their members are... this is probably something to look into...

i wonder what other unconcievable things are happening in the company that will shock me...