ultimate boredom...

okie... i'm like super bored now...
so bored that i even created this so that i can write down my boredom...
and maybe kick it out the door/window/life...
ever felt so bored that you know that whatever you do can hardly help appeace that itching urge to entertain yourself?
this is probably how i feel right now...
all the usual stuff that could enterain me just seems so monotonous and routine that i can hardly bring myself to do them...
sounds like my life is so freaking exciting that nothing new seems to hold my attention?
welll the opposite is more true...
life has become so routine that all the exciement seem to blend into the monotonoty...
and the worse part is that i am now so comfortable with the routine that it's probably out of characther to break the routine to do something more exciting with my life...
army kinds of does that to people...
sounds so much like bitching to me...
probably it's cause i don't bitch enough in real life...
boredom is what actually drives me in life...
it prevents me from stagnating in life...
gets me out of the house...
to try new things...
i actually feels better now...
i wonder who will actually read this...
if i don't tell anyone about this blog then who is going to know this exist and come online to read this?
maybe the people who run this webblog will know this exist...
but then again why will they read this when probably like 10s of thousands of people write stuff like this almost everyother day?
probably not everyother day...
it'll more like everyday...
okie i'm now really less bored...
but i am getting bored with the writing...
and the whinning....
whine whine whine...
that's like all i've been doing...


ultimate means the greatest possiblity...
boredom means well... the state of feeling bored?
well it's more like there's nothing to do and you start to feel restless...
and you feel like scratching your eyes out so that the pain will numb the boredom...
but i'm not that saddistic...
and i'm not a big fan of pain either...
so ultimate boredom is like boredom to the max...
you think you could not possibly get anymore bored...
if i did, i probably need professional help...
somethimes the surrounding will also help to contribute to this boredom...
sometimes it'll entertain you for sure...
but today is a super slow sunday...
and the haze is back...
makes the sky look so sad....
really sad...
it making me sad...
there's like no sun...
but then again the temperature is oh so high...
it's actually blistering hot...
even though i'm quite used to it...
it still makes for an uncomfortable day...
hopefully a refreshing rain or thunderstorm would be good...
nothing cures the blues like a theraputic precipitation...
okie... not everyone like the rain...
but in this case it's gonna be good cause it'll remove all that crap haze freeloading in the air...
clean air is great air...
wouln't have it anyother way...
and the rain will bring down the temperature...
although in singapore that's not always true...
it usually just makes it so humid that it feels like a sauna as you walk you can feel the hot air rising up from beneth you...
it's all the damn concrete jungle phenomenome...
traps heat like it's the current 'IN' thing...
now i feel like the rambling swede on the show 'sheep in the city'...
hahahaha... that's quite a good show...
it's like reno but for kids...
it's a politically incorrect cartoon...
this blogging thing is quite theraputic...
i feels so much better...
maybe it's the feeling of accomplishment for today...
maybe it's the venting of all the pent up stuff...